and i never got to tell you how
i’m badly hurting now,
and i’m building all these walls
to never let the feelings out
that i love you, that i love you
all the way from here
keep my distance, keep my distance
hide behind my fears
and you told me,
it’s not easy
what do you think i’m going through?
said you love me, then you left me
where do i go from here?
I’ve finally realized that, there is really a difference between feeling okay and feeling happy.
take me away to a far away place and hold my hand like we are two people way too in love with each other’s entirety. i want to get lost in your love.
one step closer to d….
— (via mediwriter)
Every time, I would imagine how it would feel like to see you again standing there right in front of me; just to see your face again, or smell even the slightest hint of your scent, or even touch the delicate and fluffy strands of your hair. What would I do? How would I feel? What will I say? And if ever you talk to me again, will I tell you I was mad at you for leaving me? Or would I tell you that I still made the decision of waiting on you after all this time? I had stayed, waiting for an answer, looking for reasons for your departure.
And here you are, now. Just at my slightest reach. And still I cannot hold. I cannot un-love.