I miss you
"nagpaalam ka na ba kay Maru?"
"hindi. bakit naman?"
"Wala lang, dapat nagpaalam ka."
"di ko na kailangang magpaalam dun"
i just don’t want to say goodbye, i can’t. and i know that he doesn’t care about me anymore, so what’s the point?
Who knows? Maybe someday I’ll be his and he’ll be mine. And space or time won’t matter because we were meant to be.
But I won’t hold my breath. Life doesn’t usually work out the way we hope.
More than anything I want him to be happy. And maybe one day I will be, too.
— Amber Johnson, Puddle Jumping (via drizzlelullaby)
Maybe one day, we don’t have to say goodbye, only good night. We don’t have to be away from each other because you are just inches apart from me. We will be sleeping in one bed and your face will be the first thing that I would see in the morning. We will spend this life together and it would be less complicated than before. Maybe one day, we can get through all of this challenges in our lives. We can get over through all the pains and heart aches from the past and we could start anew. Maybe one day, we could put the past behind us and we could just start living together. We could just have a life that is full of happiness and right there babe, I promise, everything will be worth it.
maybe one day, this could be us
— Touring the globe in search of you (via ink-trails)
“It is hard to walk away from a relationship no matter how bad it has become. You can feel your heart break when you think of breaking your significant other’s heart. Tears fill your eyes as you imagine how he/she would react when you tell him/her the bad news. Your knees weaken with the thought of going through a new day without his/her smile, words of encouragement, i-love-you’s, i-miss-you’s and loving stare. You already feel empty even when you have not even begun taking a single step away. You start reliving the happy moments, because you don’t want to part with them; because deep inside, you still hope that you can both sort things out and make it work. You begin to fill your mind with sad and painful moments and realized that during those times which made you cry a lot, you are somewhat grateful because it’s him - the one who hurt you, made you cry, helped you give pain a different meaning. All because he is worth it. You start doubting your decision about leaving; and in the end, you’d decide to stay. When you tell your friends about this, they will get mad because you are almost there; you are just one step away from freedom. But just give them a sweet smile because no matter how much you try to explain, they will never understand why. Because they are not in your shoes. Because they are not you.”
— why leaving someone is a hard thing to do (m.b)
and i will always wonder why it is so easy for him to leave me
The fact that I still say “Good morning/night, Maru” every time I woke up or before I sleep (as if you hear it) makes me feel like I am an idiot. I am, aren’t I?
*cue Hermione’s voice saying “What an idiot.”*